Chaotic Lyrics by Tate McRae

[Verse 1: Tate McRae]
I have this paralyzing fear
That I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting
I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now
We got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than
Just having friends that don't care

[Pre-Chorus: Tate McRae]
You said it looks like
I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself, well

[Chorus: Tate McRae]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic

[Verse 2: Tate McRae]
Don't wanna say it
But I really think that I miss him
It might seem stupid
But I still look through all of our texts
Who knew that wanting
Someonе could ever make mе this desperate
Don't think I'll do that again, no

[Pre-Chorus: Tate McRae]
You said it looks like
I've been going through hell
How did you know?
How could you tell?
You ask me to explain myself, well

[Chorus: Tate McRae]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic

[Bridge: Tate McRae]
And maybe I'm just blowing
All this shit up in my head
But I can't help it
No, I can't help it
Fooling myself thinking
That I'll never love again
Goddamn, I felt it, I really felt it
Maybe I'm just blowing
All this shit up in my head
But I can't help it
No, I can't help it
Spending too much time on things
I know that I'll forget
But damn, I felt it

[Outro: Tate McRae]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me?