Monster Made of Memories Lyrics by Citizen Soldier

[Verse 1: Jake Segura]
Woke up again in the pouring rain
I feel the windows shake, thunder in my brain
Every thought is like a hurricane
Destroying everything but it leaves no trace

[Verse 2: Jake Segura]
Four walls made of skin, feeling paper-thin
Don't know if they can take what they're holding in
It's death threat deja vu, out for blood again
It's out for blood again

[Pre-Chorus: Jake Segura]
I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories

[Chorus: Jake Segura]
It's alive like a parasite insidе of me
And it feeds on the trauma of what used to bе
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories

[Post-Chorus: Jake Segura]
Monster made of memories!
Monster made of memories!

[Verse 3: Jake Segura]
My darkest hour made a creature
That feeds on the fear of everything I can't forget
It walks beside me, gun against my head
So I live terrified, till I've paid the debt

[Verse 4: Jake Segura]
Four walls made of skin, feeling paper-thin
And I know they can't take what they're holding in
It's death threat deja vu, out for blood again
It's out for blood again
(It's out for blood)

[Chorus: Jake Segura]
I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
And no one believes me but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories
It's alive like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds on the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories

[Bridge: Jake Segura]
Up all night 'cause I can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps me scared so it can feed
It's a monster made of memories
Up all night 'cause we can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared so we won't speak
It's a monster made of memories

[Pre-Chorus: Jake Segura]
I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories

[Chorus: Jake Segura]
It's alive like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds on the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories

[Outro: Jake Segura]
Up all night 'cause we can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared so we won't speak
It's a monster made of memories