Words That Don’t Exist Lyrics by Citizen Soldier

[Verse 1: Jake Segura]
I'm sick of running out of breath
Explaining what is in my head
I don't know how to say out loud
I wish that I was dead
Since I was young I only bleed
In languages nobody speaks
What you can't feel can still be real
I'd kill to make you see

[Chorus: Jake Segura]
I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
'Til somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
'Til somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist

[Verse 2: Jake Segura]
I'm sick of spilling out my soul
In dialects nobody knows
What I express, it'd hurt much less
To cut my tongue from my throat
Now I treat silence like a gift
'Cause being brave is just a trick
That proves there's still more room to feel
Much more alone than this

[Chorus: Jake Segura]
I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
'Til somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
'Til somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist

[Post-Chorus: Jake Segura]
All these words that don't exist
All these words that don't, no

[Bridge: Jake Segura]
I don't know if I can be the hero
I don't know if I can save the day
Talk myself off a million ledges
Just for everyone to think they're fake
SOS, I'm sending signal fires
Made up of bruises and beaten skin
I hope that heaven will take this liar
Be'cause the line has never been this thin

[Chorus: Jake Segura]
I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
'Til somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
'Til somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist

[Outro: Jake Segura]
(All these words that don't exist
All these words that don't exist)